Why is it that whenever my life goes down the shitter in some aspect however big or small i turn to drink. Its stupid, it only helps me for an hour or so then i inevitably hurt someone and i feel terrible because its usually someone i love. Plus the hangovers are a bitch. I know i shouldn’t do it and i don’t intentionally drink like that, and then i realise when its too late. I feel awful for having done it several times now. But sometimes i don’t know what to do when my life takes a dive (or dip) and forgetting about it for those few hours can be a release. I need to sort it out or get gym membership for when Shit happens so i can go work out instead of drink. Its not meant to be an excuse. And drinking because you’re fucked off or your life has dived isn’t right … But Im stupid and sometimes i slip up. Im not proud of it by any means.
I really hope someone outbids me of that mockingjay pin on eBay. I bought one dirt cheap the other day in town. Some one please outbid me!?!?